Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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whyies is life so difficult?being in the center isnt goodbeing left out isnt goodbeing together isnt goodeverything just didnt seems to be righttodae the third day of the weekthings still doesnt goes rightwhen you are good to someonethey take u for grantedwhen u are bad to someonethey say u heartlesswhen u finally wan to tok to a person who u nv tok for longthey say u have motive behide itwhen u dun care abt themthey say u veri pettywhen u try to explain and sort things outthey say u giving excuseswhen u dun bother to explain they say u admit itwhen u are tired of everythingthey say u hopelesswhen u are hyperthey say u helplesswhen u laugh and smile they say u crazywhen u dontthey say u emowhen ppl ask u wad happen and u told themthey say u big mouthwhen u dun tell themthey say u dun treat them as friendswhen u try to help they say u kpowhen u dun helpthey say u selfishwhen u dressed nicelythey say u AAwhen u dress causuallythey say u dun take the metting seriouslywhyies wan to be like thatcant life be much more easierthis cannotthat cannotlike that de life call life uhi think is a jail lorcant be yourselfcant do wad u wanno freedomeverything is being recognise by pplor maybecan be yourselfbut onli when you are with some pplwith your real friendwith the ppl who u are comfortable withwith the ppl who cares abt uppl who kwn u wellppl who kwn ur attitudeppl who kwn the real uso many to tink off when u are doing sthit's so tiringit's miserablei just feel like pouring everything out every single thing in my heartFROM TODAY 290409 2050h, ONWARDSI WILL NOT TELL OR SAY ANYTHINGTHAT I FEEL IT IS IMPORTANTAND SECRET WOULD BE KEPT SAFE(which i always have been doing)UNLESS I REALLY REALLY TRUST THE PERSON I WILL TELL THEM WAD I FEELBUT SECRET WILL STILL BE KEPT SAFE!!ANYTHING U ARE NOT HAPPY WITH WHEN I SAID STH JUST SHOT BACK DIRECTLY AT ME DUN SPEND TIME TINKINDUN ASK PPL TO TELL MEJUST SHOOT BACKJERMINEHAPPY BIRTHDAY QIONGDAN!
